This depression is really destroying me. The parts of me still standing are being torn apart by the anxiety and OCD. I've never felt this level of sadness and hopelessness before. Maybe I have, years ago. But right now, I'm not sure how I'm supposed to break out of it. I feel so alone and lost. I have no one to talk to. The one person I used to talk to is now wrapped up with a new relationship. Which I have to understand because I'm a grown woman who should be able to take care of herself. But I'm not strong enough to. I'm not strong enough to fight this on my own. I don't know what to do.