It's all about the timing......

It's all about the timing. Things don't line up as you wish they would. Maybe it's the world trying to stop my desperation. I understand that and actually commend it. Thank you world, for telling me to stop it. It makes sense. Completely it does. But I can't help but wonder. What if the timing lined up perfectly? Would a change occur? Would something new start? Or is it better that the timing just refuses to line up right. I realize now it is partly my fault. I misjudged. I got it wrong. But only slightly. Wouldn't it still line up? I guess it's not meant to be. Oh well, what can you do. Now, if I could just stop thinking about it.